32 Weeks + 4 days
Photo below is from exactly 1 week ago.
Wow! I can’t believe how fast this pregnancy is going! Baby Tarroza is coming in less than 8 weeks?! I have so much to do yet I feel completely immobile. Working full-time with a 3 hour roundtrip commute then coming home to an active 4 year old – when do I have time to prepare for this little man coming at me in lightning speed!
Well, I’ve decided not to stress it – why? God has a plan for us and everything will work out in the end. As long as my baby is healthy and my family is happy, I’m happy! (At least that’s what I’m telling myself) lol! For now, I’ll worry about satisfying my boba cravings and keeping my family fed because that’s all that I can handle at the moment and it’s completely OKAY!
I want to focus on enjoying our crew of 3 before we become a party of 4! My little girl has my whole heart and sometimes I worry about how I can possibly love another child as much as I love her. I know this sounds ridiculous and once he’s here, of course, I’m sure I’ll be madly in-love – It’s just hard for me to accept/imagine that right now because I don’t ever want Joelle to feel like I love her any less. Oh, how strange that even blessings can be struggles at times.
honestlyj 